Feeling Connected

I have found as I always do when having children that I get lonely. How I tell, is that whenever I meet an adult, I talk and talk till that person is sick of me and of course I apologize for talking so much. What I have found with the blogging stuff is that I can write and write till I am tired of writing and I get everything I want to say out and I feel like I have been talking on the phone with an old friend.Even if no one reads this I still feel like I have connected with someone even if it's me. Now you are probably wondering with all these children how can I be lonely. I feel and have called myself a social creature. I love to be around people. Not all the time, but when I go long periods of time staying here at the house I get an urge to go out and be around others, and I am never lonely for children companionship, just adults who enjoy talking as much as I do. Now I have had friends and family constantly saying when are you going to update your blog, and I will say soon, but this blogging stuff has taken me years to figure out, literally. I am still trying to figure it out.